I was jobless... and this made me believe  that things happened for a reason.

 Ena need to go back to Philippines because Jake was infected by Dengue virus, definitely, the son needs his mother's touch. So she will stay there for almost 1 month.

I maybe jobless,  but i will be forever grateful to God. He give me a chance to experience to become fulltime wife and mother (err well, half time because MIL is here). I must say that.being full time mother is really hard. Well, it is a combination of hapiness and hardship. Im very much happy that i'm with my kids 24/7 but at the same time, worried. What will happen to us? Expenses here in abroad is very expensive and hubby's salary will not be enough for us to survive here. I'm still high hopes that as soon as Ate Ena will come back here, then new project will be open. I'm claiming that.. :)